You are kicking and squirming all of the time now. Every time I feel you move I am fascinated by you.
I can't believe that I get to be your mommy and that one day soon I will be holding you.
I promise that I am excited for your arrival although I am not quite prepared for you to come just yet. I feel guilty that your nursery looks the way that it does and that we don't have all of the things that you need as of now. It doesn't mean that we aren't excited for you. You will be spoiled rotten I'm sure of it... we've just been procrastinating. Christmas will be good for you this year even though you won't really be here to experience it. Daddy and I have been dreaming about next Christmas when we will have you here with us. We are so unbelievably excited for all the ways that you are going to change our world. Our family will be complete once you are born. God has truly blessed us with you. You are a miracle, little boy and we are already wrecked with our love for you. Only a couple more months of me carrying you in my belly and as badly as I want to fast forward to your birthday I am enjoying this time of bonding for just the two of us. I can't wait to see your eyes and nose and squishy lips. We saw them on an ultrasound a couple of days ago, but its hard to tell much. However, I can see that you are beautiful. I am hoping that you have your daddy's dimples and that your smile lights up every room you enter. We will have to wait and see. Mommy loves you. Counting down the days until I hold you in my arms.
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